I've decied to donate some money every month to the cats protection league or some other cat charity. This way I can still feel I am helping cats but at the same time not be directly involved with cats.
I have joined some other forums that are to do with the other hobbies I have not just cats !! And I am going to try and get more involved in the community with hobbies I have i.e join a sewing group.
I will be seeing my phycotherapist a week on Monday. He is so very helpful and I will talk a lot to him about how I can tackle my problems in a better healthier way. A child that does not learn to face up to their responsibilities for whatever reason sadly because an adult that can't face up to their responsibilities. No more when I've got a problem, drop everything and start over. This has happened with other important things like work, friends even though those cats was far worse imo. Anyway I am still young 21 and I am certain if I work with the right people I can over come this and learn to tackle problems head on and no longer in such a destructive way.
Sadly support worker was ill today so I havn't been able to see her.
PDSA has been phoned and I will be going there tomorow to register and make an apointment for Nefertiti's spay.
And on a happier note !!
I brought home a catnip mouse today. Nefertiti was completely over the moon with it. Rolling around batting it and tossing it in the air. I've never seen her so playful she went wild !! Mungo-Jerry and Rumpleteazer didn't seem that interested in it. I wonder if it is that at their age (10 weeks) their senses havn't developed fully yet?
Thank you to every one for your honesty and support
I have joined some other forums that are to do with the other hobbies I have not just cats !! And I am going to try and get more involved in the community with hobbies I have i.e join a sewing group.
I will be seeing my phycotherapist a week on Monday. He is so very helpful and I will talk a lot to him about how I can tackle my problems in a better healthier way. A child that does not learn to face up to their responsibilities for whatever reason sadly because an adult that can't face up to their responsibilities. No more when I've got a problem, drop everything and start over. This has happened with other important things like work, friends even though those cats was far worse imo. Anyway I am still young 21 and I am certain if I work with the right people I can over come this and learn to tackle problems head on and no longer in such a destructive way.
Sadly support worker was ill today so I havn't been able to see her.
PDSA has been phoned and I will be going there tomorow to register and make an apointment for Nefertiti's spay.
And on a happier note !!
Thank you to every one for your honesty and support