Grieving is such a hard thing to go through! I try to take one day off, and just "get it all out", I look at the pictures, write down the things I'll miss, the happy memories, and I make sure that I keep plenty of light snacks on hand. After that day, I listen to music, read books, and everytime I start to feel bad, I offer myself a treat, such as splurging on a long drive, spending extra time on TCS, etc.
I hope that you feel better soon - remember that your future special somebody is praying for Heaven to send you along!
I hope that you feel better soon - remember that your future special somebody is praying for Heaven to send you along!