I knew that the anniversary of that horrible night that I came home to find Sebastian tangled in the mini blinds trying to escape his pain and me untangling him only to have him die in my arms was near, but I thought that today was the 23rd but it is the 24th. But last night I picked up Sylvester and the thought of "the day we lost Sebastian is near" and I hugged him so very tight and it felt like I was hugging "Seebs" again, so something in the back of my mind knew it was the day. But when I saw the date today I thought "it was yesterday" 5 years ago since that happened and 5 years since I joined this wonderful website and have been helped by many people and I hope that I have helped some too.
And again Sylvester looks like Sebastian and Simon who passed 5/15/14 combined, he helped me as I got him 3 months after the loss of Sebastian and he was in a not very good situation where he was so we helped each other, I used to tell him "we found each other, in the darkness...we helped each other" and I think he knows that and agrees.
We will see you on the other side one day Seebs, and Simon, and all of the rest one day down the line, and we know that you are fine now, just fine.....
And again Sylvester looks like Sebastian and Simon who passed 5/15/14 combined, he helped me as I got him 3 months after the loss of Sebastian and he was in a not very good situation where he was so we helped each other, I used to tell him "we found each other, in the darkness...we helped each other" and I think he knows that and agrees.
We will see you on the other side one day Seebs, and Simon, and all of the rest one day down the line, and we know that you are fine now, just fine.....