ok this may sound silly but I guess for me it's a really long way to come to this stage.. after my break up, i've gone thru a whole lot of stages despite the short period of time..the break up, him getting a new girl, pregnancy and an abortion and most of all..his crappy attitudes...after all the buckets of tears, I believe I'm standing up again on my own.. here is a list of things that I've done for the past two mths and I know it is really what I want from myself... i want to be more confident of myself and i want lead a better life because I know I am capable of much more and I deserve a lot more better stuff than that jerk...
Things I have done:
1. i signed up for the gym-> california fitness.. i wanna get myself into shape..
2. I have signed up for volunteer work with the local helplines to answer ppl's distress calls..they have yet to get back to me but i'm glad i've done it
3. I have started a whole new beauty regime for my face and body-> it's been a while since they have gotten any attention from me
4. I bought a cat tree for my two fellas-> they loved it and I felt so happy cos I've never seen them happier than present...they are glad that mommy is back to normal and spending lotsa time with them..
5. I went for a manicure and pedicure-> my way of looking good
6. I'm gonna get a new haircut-> i want an image change
7. I'm looking for pottery classes to attend-> have always wanted to do so..
8. I've gone back to the Lord-> He makes me feel a whole lot better than before about myself
9. I've caught up with a whole lot of my friends-> man, i missed that feeling..
10. I've made a whole lot of new friends at TCS-> i've got you guys to thank for all the support and all the change u guys have brought abt in me..
The list is infinite.. but I wish for all of you to be proud of me.. for me, it's something which I felt I would have never achieved within a short span of two mths... do try to remind me again and again that I want to lead a better life because I deserve it like anybody else...
Thanks again guys... u guys have been around during the worst time in my life and I'm really grateful for it...
Things I have done:
1. i signed up for the gym-> california fitness.. i wanna get myself into shape..
2. I have signed up for volunteer work with the local helplines to answer ppl's distress calls..they have yet to get back to me but i'm glad i've done it
3. I have started a whole new beauty regime for my face and body-> it's been a while since they have gotten any attention from me
4. I bought a cat tree for my two fellas-> they loved it and I felt so happy cos I've never seen them happier than present...they are glad that mommy is back to normal and spending lotsa time with them..
5. I went for a manicure and pedicure-> my way of looking good
6. I'm gonna get a new haircut-> i want an image change
7. I'm looking for pottery classes to attend-> have always wanted to do so..
8. I've gone back to the Lord-> He makes me feel a whole lot better than before about myself
9. I've caught up with a whole lot of my friends-> man, i missed that feeling..
10. I've made a whole lot of new friends at TCS-> i've got you guys to thank for all the support and all the change u guys have brought abt in me..
The list is infinite.. but I wish for all of you to be proud of me.. for me, it's something which I felt I would have never achieved within a short span of two mths... do try to remind me again and again that I want to lead a better life because I deserve it like anybody else...
Thanks again guys... u guys have been around during the worst time in my life and I'm really grateful for it...