Today my little five week old kitten was put down, the abscess on her head spread to her little brain, and began to seizure and her skull began to dissappear. she was leaking spinal fluid from the abscess, where it got some form of bacteria that left a hole in her skull. I can't explain how only knowing her for five weeks, bottle feeding her, tube feeding her, watching how much she refused to die. she was still walking and meowing at me when i left her at the vets. she went underneath exploratory surgery and was put down after the vet saw there was no hope. i wish she died in my arms, but had no choice as i had a test at school at the same time. she never refused to give up, purred in my hands yesterday for the first time. she loved to be stroked on her little face, i can't express how this little kitten affected me, she will truly be missed.
i hope where ever she is, she is dancing with pink butterflies,
