The problems have returned ten-fold, she is now stuck in attack mode for the past two days solid, shes frothing at the mouth, her eyes are glossed over, and shes wheezing hard. Shes in a padded cage, but every time she gets enough energy up, she goes rampant again. She isnt eating or drinking, i even put treats in the cage, and she has ignored them.
I called the vet, and scheduled an appointment.
She will be put down at 3pm.
Just some stats for you all:
$2400+ of my belongings have been destroyed
$1950 + $100 euthanasia fee in medical expenses
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$4450+ total expense not including my time or efforts, for nothing.
I hope nobody experiences the emotions that i am dealing with right now. I think of her, and i see the cute cuddly little suzu, but when i look at her, i see a wild animal bent on destroying itself and everything around it. I love her, and i hate her, and the part of me that loves her is yelling "murderer!" and the part of me that is logical is telling me that there is no other alternative.
In my opinion, it's probably for the best. It sounds like something was seriously wrong with her. Kudos for giving her a second chance though. I am sorry things didn't work out. I hope this doesn't soil your feelings towards cats and that one day you find another cat that will keep you company for many years.
I'm very sorry there was no alternative to putting her down. RIP, little one. This thread will be closed now. Should you wish, you can post a tribute to her in the Crossing the Bridge forum.