Hi everyone, gosh what another tough time we are going to be facing, I think we have all just about come to terms with my hubbys gran passing at the end of november, well apart from his grandad who has been so ill since and he doesn't enjoy life without her and has been finding it very hard to cope which is understandable they were married 54 years. Well he has been vomiting blood for a couple of weeks, my mother in law got him in at the docs and he went for a chest x-ray on tuesday, they said it would take 7-10 days for the results but he got a phone call from his doctor this morning, saying that the results were back. My mum in law went with him at 11 to get them and its lung cancer. We don't know anymore at the moment and I ahve only spoken briefly to her as she is still with him so doesn't want to go into too much detail while he is around, he has got to go for a scan at the hospital, they will ring him monday with an appointment.
I just cannot believe this is happening, I went into major meltdown when his nana passed and ended up on diazepam as it brought on my panic attacks, I really have just started to feel a bit better. We all know that he will pass, he has already said he doesn't want treatment if any is available and since Barbara has passed away he said he has no joy in life anymore, my sister in law has said that he is selfish but I can understand him. I just am so scared again and just don't know if we all can take much more, my mum in law Elaine hasbeen through so much already, I feel so sorry for her. Please if you can spare some vibes it would be appreciated, I don't know really vibes for what, I suppose just coping vibes and strength, thankyou so much for letting me vent on here you all really helped me when Barbara passed.xx
I just cannot believe this is happening, I went into major meltdown when his nana passed and ended up on diazepam as it brought on my panic attacks, I really have just started to feel a bit better. We all know that he will pass, he has already said he doesn't want treatment if any is available and since Barbara has passed away he said he has no joy in life anymore, my sister in law has said that he is selfish but I can understand him. I just am so scared again and just don't know if we all can take much more, my mum in law Elaine hasbeen through so much already, I feel so sorry for her. Please if you can spare some vibes it would be appreciated, I don't know really vibes for what, I suppose just coping vibes and strength, thankyou so much for letting me vent on here you all really helped me when Barbara passed.xx