Anyone else suffer from this debilitating phenomenon?
Today I'm having a particular bad go at it. Must be the full moon plus the conjunction of my monthly "hormones." Sometimes I get it really bad. I don't really have any rituals, well not really extreme ones, but tonight I just have this fixated thought that I have a horrible disease, that I've given it to my husband and we are both going to die.
Isn't that stupid?
That and I'm afraid someone is going to break in and rob us or let the cats out.
OR that one of my cats will die some how.
dumb dumb dumb.
I have insurance now (after a 3 month lapse swapping jobs) I wonder if I should try to get on some kinda medication for this. But then I'm afraid of the meds.
Like tonight I took 1... dye free Benadryl for the rash I got the other night and it took all my willpower to take that pill because I'm afraid I'll react to it. Benadryl for gods sake.
Today I'm having a particular bad go at it. Must be the full moon plus the conjunction of my monthly "hormones." Sometimes I get it really bad. I don't really have any rituals, well not really extreme ones, but tonight I just have this fixated thought that I have a horrible disease, that I've given it to my husband and we are both going to die.
Isn't that stupid?
That and I'm afraid someone is going to break in and rob us or let the cats out.
OR that one of my cats will die some how.
dumb dumb dumb.
I have insurance now (after a 3 month lapse swapping jobs) I wonder if I should try to get on some kinda medication for this. But then I'm afraid of the meds.
Like tonight I took 1... dye free Benadryl for the rash I got the other night and it took all my willpower to take that pill because I'm afraid I'll react to it. Benadryl for gods sake.