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I really don't want to say I regret adopting my kitty Tilly but some days I do.
I lost my 17yr old cat Denni last year and went a few months without a cat but it was a sad existence. I adopted Tilly 3 months ago and it's been quite a ride. The rescue group I adopted her from lied....a lot. I relied on them to know their cats (she had been in foster care for 6 months) and I think they just wanted to get her adopted. Didn't matter what questions I asked..."she'd be fine with that" was their answer. I'm kinda mad about that. Next time I'll know better. I feel stupid. I wanted an older, more settled cat as that is my activity level and I am single and working, so out of the house during the day. I wanted a cuddler. I thought i was telling them all the pertinent information to make the best match. "All ok!" said the rescue group. "Can be held!" they said......NOPE!
Tilly is 7, the same age my old girl was when I got her. I've learned that age has nothing to do with it. Denni was 7 when I got her and was much more sedate. Turns out Tilly had a sibling cat and I can only guess she was either an outdoor cat or had a very large home. She has SO much energy. I wish I could give her a fully enclosed safe yard to hunt and play but I can't do that on a librarian's salary on the east coast. I have a very small apartment.
We do play.... twice a night until she tires. She runs full-tilt the length of my teeny apartment...often running into wall and furniture...a total tomboy. She has many toys of many kinds, multiples of her favorites. I've moved furniture to put in the largest, tallest cat tree I could find....near a window. I feel totally lied to by the rescue group who told me she was calm and would be fine all day by herself. She is super vocal and at times it drives me crazy. The crying is constant. She is grey, like a Russian blue, but many people tell me she behaves like a Siamese. I would never get a Siamese....I know they wouldn't be my cup of tea. guess I have be anyway. She waits each day outside the shower for me....crying the entire time. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!
The reality is, I want a life. I want to occasionally go out on a weekend evening or collapse on the sofa at night...after a single playtime. It's 9:30PM and she's staring me down begging for another playtime. Don't get me wrong, I didn't get a cat for her to be home all alone, all the time...I won't go out on week nights for that reason. I don't think that's fair to a pet. I look forward to our Sunday morning coffee and lap time.
Of course I have become attached. She loves a good lap and is happy to see me when I get home from work. She insists on sleeping with me and somehow I don't mind that she gets me up at 5:30am for breakfast even though I am a confirmed night owl.
Some days I do wish I took her back immediately. (She also had a multitude of health problems that the rescue group claimed not to know about...ear mites/ringworm/URI). She may age into a wonderful kitty...but I question that. Will she always be so active? What can I do to make this cat happy and content? I can't take the constant begging for attention and food? ( she eats the best I can afford, by the way, so there should be no issues there).
Many people have said, get another cat. But that assumes I can afford a second or that she'd even accept one.
I'm tearing my hair and my heart out on this one. I don't now what to do with her. I love her..she gave me ringworm and I don't even care....I just want her to be happy BUT I also need to have more of a life than sitting home with my cat.
Thanks for any advice.
Tilly's mom.
I lost my 17yr old cat Denni last year and went a few months without a cat but it was a sad existence. I adopted Tilly 3 months ago and it's been quite a ride. The rescue group I adopted her from lied....a lot. I relied on them to know their cats (she had been in foster care for 6 months) and I think they just wanted to get her adopted. Didn't matter what questions I asked..."she'd be fine with that" was their answer. I'm kinda mad about that. Next time I'll know better. I feel stupid. I wanted an older, more settled cat as that is my activity level and I am single and working, so out of the house during the day. I wanted a cuddler. I thought i was telling them all the pertinent information to make the best match. "All ok!" said the rescue group. "Can be held!" they said......NOPE!
Tilly is 7, the same age my old girl was when I got her. I've learned that age has nothing to do with it. Denni was 7 when I got her and was much more sedate. Turns out Tilly had a sibling cat and I can only guess she was either an outdoor cat or had a very large home. She has SO much energy. I wish I could give her a fully enclosed safe yard to hunt and play but I can't do that on a librarian's salary on the east coast. I have a very small apartment.
We do play.... twice a night until she tires. She runs full-tilt the length of my teeny apartment...often running into wall and furniture...a total tomboy. She has many toys of many kinds, multiples of her favorites. I've moved furniture to put in the largest, tallest cat tree I could find....near a window. I feel totally lied to by the rescue group who told me she was calm and would be fine all day by herself. She is super vocal and at times it drives me crazy. The crying is constant. She is grey, like a Russian blue, but many people tell me she behaves like a Siamese. I would never get a Siamese....I know they wouldn't be my cup of tea. guess I have be anyway. She waits each day outside the shower for me....crying the entire time. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!
The reality is, I want a life. I want to occasionally go out on a weekend evening or collapse on the sofa at night...after a single playtime. It's 9:30PM and she's staring me down begging for another playtime. Don't get me wrong, I didn't get a cat for her to be home all alone, all the time...I won't go out on week nights for that reason. I don't think that's fair to a pet. I look forward to our Sunday morning coffee and lap time.
Of course I have become attached. She loves a good lap and is happy to see me when I get home from work. She insists on sleeping with me and somehow I don't mind that she gets me up at 5:30am for breakfast even though I am a confirmed night owl.
Some days I do wish I took her back immediately. (She also had a multitude of health problems that the rescue group claimed not to know about...ear mites/ringworm/URI). She may age into a wonderful kitty...but I question that. Will she always be so active? What can I do to make this cat happy and content? I can't take the constant begging for attention and food? ( she eats the best I can afford, by the way, so there should be no issues there).
Many people have said, get another cat. But that assumes I can afford a second or that she'd even accept one.
I'm tearing my hair and my heart out on this one. I don't now what to do with her. I love her..she gave me ringworm and I don't even care....I just want her to be happy BUT I also need to have more of a life than sitting home with my cat.
Thanks for any advice.
Tilly's mom.