Sorry. I know none of you really know me and probably couldn't care less about my problems but if I don't vent *SOMEWHERE* I think I will explode!
And I have no where else to go. So if you read this, my apologies in advance.
I just have no idea what to do. On top of working usually a 45 hour week (this week it's more like 55) I do everything. Take care of the bills, do the laundry, wash the dishes, clean the house, etc. etc. And I feel as though I get no appreciation for it whatsoever.
My boyfriend, on the other hand, works 25, maybe, 30 hours a week. And he does (I bet you guessed it..) ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! Seeing as my work days are usually double (sometimes triple!) his you would think he would chip in and help out more. Of course not.
I just cannot keep up with everything. Something always needs to be done. Like right now I'm in the middle of taking down the Christmas tree. By myself.
And after having a horrible day at work this isn't helping any.
His actions are making me love him less and less. He doesn't seem to think what I do has any significance as he doesn't care if things are clean or not. I'm not asking for everything to be spotless but helping out once in awhile ***will not*** kill him.
I feel that I'm stuck. I do not want to move back home but can't afford to live on my own. I'm currently looking for a roommate on rent.com but I'm leary of moving in with a complete stranger and don't know anyone personally who needs a roommate.
I just have no idea what to do.
I just have no idea what to do. On top of working usually a 45 hour week (this week it's more like 55) I do everything. Take care of the bills, do the laundry, wash the dishes, clean the house, etc. etc. And I feel as though I get no appreciation for it whatsoever.
My boyfriend, on the other hand, works 25, maybe, 30 hours a week. And he does (I bet you guessed it..) ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! Seeing as my work days are usually double (sometimes triple!) his you would think he would chip in and help out more. Of course not.
I just cannot keep up with everything. Something always needs to be done. Like right now I'm in the middle of taking down the Christmas tree. By myself.
And after having a horrible day at work this isn't helping any.
His actions are making me love him less and less. He doesn't seem to think what I do has any significance as he doesn't care if things are clean or not. I'm not asking for everything to be spotless but helping out once in awhile ***will not*** kill him.
I feel that I'm stuck. I do not want to move back home but can't afford to live on my own. I'm currently looking for a roommate on rent.com but I'm leary of moving in with a complete stranger and don't know anyone personally who needs a roommate.
I just have no idea what to do.