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Well I don't have much of an update. My dad's still hanging in there. Yesterday my stepmom said to me 'I don't know what to tell you about getting a ticket back to California..' because a week ago the nurses were telling her he probably wouldn't make it to the end of the week. He's had a few 'good' days, Thursday he was awake and alert and talking a bit, Friday, not so much so, and yesterday he was a bit better. Although my stepmom said yesterday that he was having a really good day, and he didn't look as good as on Thursday, and his breathing was pretty hard. So I just don't know. I know if I went back home I'd be worthless at work anyway, just thinking about my dad, so since my boss wants me to take care of things here, that's what I'm doing. Put in simple terms, it just sucks so bad. My face hurts from crying. I cry too much I guess, even last night I was over at my cousin's house (she's my best friend too) and she went to bed but her husband and i talked (and i cried a bunch) until after 3AM about it, he lost his dad a few years ago too. But it helps to have people for support, including all of you. Thanks again. I guess I'll just keep doing what I'm doing and try to keep you updated.