I know how much you loved that sweet boy, only equal to the pain you are now going through. This terrible journey through the grief process is one that we will all take, but it is not one we have to take alone. You are blessed to have people in your life that know what you are going through and are willing to help support and love you through it. And of course you have all the people here at this site that will be there for you too, it truly helps in such a time of need. Your precious Angel knew he was loved so very much, I pray he had a swift journey to the Rainbow Bridge where he is now free of pain and sorrow and is warmed on the lap of another angel who will love and protect him there. A member of the family who is so loved and so missed is blessed indeed, he is very secure in his place in your heart. I'll pray for you both, peace for him and healing for your heart. The bond you formed with that little boy can never be taken from you, take comfort in memories of happier times and try not to dwell on the end, it brings nothing but heartache. Take care of yourself, he would never want you to be so sad when you remember him, he loved you too much to bring you such pain. RIP sweet Angel, you received your wings to soar in the heavens, please comfort those you left behind with a kiss on the breeze, and a purr to soothe the pain in their hearts on a soft summer night!