hi. i am so very sad. my dear Nena died yesterday morning. she was so loving and playfull and it hurts so much that i can hardly bear the pain. she was only one year old. i found her in the street, with her little face smashed, and blood in her mouth and ear. her little eyes were opened and as i held her in my arms it was like she was looking in my eyes as she always did. i did not want to belive she was dead though she was not breathing and she was cold. i held her i my arms for 4 or 5 hours until i finely could accept she was dead. i don't know what to do. i can't write anymore now