Okay, so stay with me here because I feel like a basket case. About 30 minutes ago my kitty jumped off my bed to eat some of her dry food. Not seconds into it I hear her gagging. Sounded like she was doing her typical eating-too-fast vomiting, but she didn’t stop. So I looked down and there in the dark and saw she had choked up 4 or 5 full kibbles of food. They were covered in saliva and cakes together like they had been lodged in her esophagus. She kept making a slight coughing/gurgle noise and cowering. Then she started tilting her head, so of like a dog does when it hears its favorite word. I called my vet’s emergency line, it they took forever to answer and I was in PANIC MODE. So while waiting for them to answer I Google’d what to do for a choking cat. I laid her on her side and gave about 3-4 quick sharp jabs in and up with my fingers around the bottom of her ribs, and she made squeaks like it really hurt. So I stopped. I’m not even sure my fingers were in the right place. I talked to the technician and we don’t know what to do. I have ZERO money. Absolutely nothing. Especially not to pay for an X-ray. My kitty ran from me for a while, scared of the betrayal of jabbing her like I did. But now she’s playing and yawning and no longer cowering. There is no panting, drooling or labored breathing. Now here’s where I need assurance... you see, I have severe Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. My obsessions mainly focus around my cat’s safety since witnessing the horrific death of another beloved cat in my life. I’m second guessing that she’s still choking even though I no longer see any signs. I am also concerned I could’ve caused internal bleeding when jabbing her like I did. Because I had no idea what I was doing or where to press and she made the most pathetic noise I’ve ever heard come out of her. I just picked her up and she squealed, but she usually does that when I pick her up. She always acts like I’m hurting her tummy when I scoop her up. But I stood her on the couch and massages her whole underbelly and she didn’t whine at all. Can someone tell me what to do or what to look for or ease my mind at all? Because I don’t have a way to pay for the vet right now at all! So I don’t want to go unless absolutely necessary. I don’t know if I should be legitimately concerned, or if my OCD is causing more worry than necessary.