Dear all, I've posted quite a lot about my little princess ( she is my picture avatar ) . We got Bella about year and half ago and she was an absolute joy . I loved her with all my heart and was with us whilst we did up and bought our house and infertility news ( we have realised we won't be able to have children ) . Everyone that met her loved her!!! We spent a wonderful Christmas with her . She had four kittens and waited for us to come home before she had them ( wanted us with her ) . We have kept one so it he would of kept Bella company - Tommy. Yesterday she was hit by a car and killed instantly , my neighbours knocked on my door to tell me. They had wrapped her up in a blanket . Her beautiful fur and stripes still looked so healthy and shiny , I just couldn't believe it. My husband and I buried her in an area we went with her in the woods behind our house , she just to play and run up the trees in joy . We wrapped her in her favourite blanket , prayed and put flowers with her from our garden . I don't feel I will ever feel happy again , she was with me every minute as soon as I woke up she came to the bathroom with me etc . The only thing giving me some hope is her kitten Tommy who is a joy and very lovely like her. Will I ever feel the same?!