Today I had to make one of the hardest decisions of my life. I did it for him and I will forever have a hole in my heart. RIP Ransom, My beautiful boy.
"If it should be I grow frail and weak, and pain prevents my peaceful sleep, then you must do what must be done when this last battle can't be won. You will be sad I understand, selfishness might stay your hand. But on this day more than the rest, your love and friendship take the test. We've had so many happy years, that what's to come can hold no fears. You'd not want me to suffer so, when the time comes please let me go. Take me where my needs they'll tend, only stay with me until the end. Hold me firm and speak to me, until my eyes no longer see. I know in time you too will see, it is a kindness that you do for me. Although my tail it's last has waved, from pain and suffering I've been saved. Do not grieve it should be you, who must decide this thing to do. We've been so close, we two, these years.....Don't let your heart hold any tears."
"If it should be I grow frail and weak, and pain prevents my peaceful sleep, then you must do what must be done when this last battle can't be won. You will be sad I understand, selfishness might stay your hand. But on this day more than the rest, your love and friendship take the test. We've had so many happy years, that what's to come can hold no fears. You'd not want me to suffer so, when the time comes please let me go. Take me where my needs they'll tend, only stay with me until the end. Hold me firm and speak to me, until my eyes no longer see. I know in time you too will see, it is a kindness that you do for me. Although my tail it's last has waved, from pain and suffering I've been saved. Do not grieve it should be you, who must decide this thing to do. We've been so close, we two, these years.....Don't let your heart hold any tears."