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I lost my Benny on October11th. I know it’s good that I don’t cry every night now, but I feel terrible that I’m starting to feel okay again. I feel guilty and I’m worried that I’m forgetting him. I don’t want to forget anything about him but I know I already have. I don’t have the panic that I had knowing that I’ll never see him again. The doubt and regret isn’t as strong. I’m starting to get used to the fact that he’s just not here. It’s okay and terrible.
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