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I had to put my sweet girl down 20 days ago after trying to save her for almost a month. It started with a URI after bringing a new kitten home. Progressed to possible obstruction, feeding tube placed, syringe feedings, multiple antibiotics, steroids, and a lot of prayer, but nothing worked, we couldn't get her fever down, on her last day she woke me up and I knew she couldn't do it anymore. The vet thinks she may have had cancer. Necropsy revealed nothing!
I have never in my life grieved for an animal this bad. I miss her so much, and still wonder if I could have done more. Not knowing why she was so sick is what keeps eating at me.
Has anyone here dealt with anything similar to this? I don't know how to move past the feelings of I should have done more, or the what ifs.
I have never in my life grieved for an animal this bad. I miss her so much, and still wonder if I could have done more. Not knowing why she was so sick is what keeps eating at me.
Has anyone here dealt with anything similar to this? I don't know how to move past the feelings of I should have done more, or the what ifs.