I really wish I had someone to talk to. I relocated, had to give up my apt. in Jan, & have been at my BFF's house since March. It's insane here! I don't really get to talk to her much b/c she has a 3 yo daughter who's going through the "mommy can't talk to anyone w/o me getting really noisy" phase. And b/c it drains my energy & is just too hard to push through I stay away from her most of the time. Today is cold. I'm waiting on a load of clothes to finish & it's about time for me to eat my dinner. I don't want to eat dinner, really wish I could order takeout, but that's a bit too expensive, as I've already spent a ton on presents & whatnot. So I'm just reaching out to anyone who is willing to listen at this time. It feels more lonely living w/her than living far away did. I feel so trapped & aggravated. I hate it here so much. I also really need (another) place to stay.
I'm seriously considering saving up for laundromat time, so I can have the time to myself w/o the family circus noise & chaos. I'm a live by myself kind of person, so that also gets me down.
I'm seriously considering saving up for laundromat time, so I can have the time to myself w/o the family circus noise & chaos. I'm a live by myself kind of person, so that also gets me down.