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It is nearly 5:00 in the morning and I have been between this site and Google all nite. I finally found out what Loco eye problem is called and I have been crying so hard, I couldn't tell you. The site explained it and showed a picture of it and said that there is only a couple of reasons trauma or serious deadly diseases. Cancer or Lukemia or that other thing. It all fits, his age the time since he was at the pound for the spay neuter program, and I thought I was being a responsible pet owner. I felt so good about having that done, I really did, I saved that money up and got both of my boys done. Now I am going to loose him. There is really no other choice for me, I can't afford hundreds of dollars for medications that will only prolong his life for a few months. If I had that kind of money I would do it in a heart beat, but I only have $650 a month to live on and some food stamps which I am selling to pay for this Vet visit Thursday. I feel like my heart is breaking in half all over again.
He is the one who sits on my chest and knocks my glasses off when I cry about things. I just don't know what lessons I am supposed to learn here since the end of 2003 but I have suffered enough major loss and death to last me for the rest of my life. I just don't know how I am going to do this. Should I put him to sleep now, or should I wait until he gets sicker or how do I know. Please help me to know, I don't have an established relationship with this Vet. I know I have probably been driving you people crazy with all of these posts, but I just don't have much of a life besides my cats and church. I need all the input you can give me on this okay. Thanks
He is the one who sits on my chest and knocks my glasses off when I cry about things. I just don't know what lessons I am supposed to learn here since the end of 2003 but I have suffered enough major loss and death to last me for the rest of my life. I just don't know how I am going to do this. Should I put him to sleep now, or should I wait until he gets sicker or how do I know. Please help me to know, I don't have an established relationship with this Vet. I know I have probably been driving you people crazy with all of these posts, but I just don't have much of a life besides my cats and church. I need all the input you can give me on this okay. Thanks