I just read your post in the DT. I hope things pick up for you. With all the good things you have done, you both certainly deserve it. Please don't beat yourself up about the adoption fiasco with Julius and Spooky. You did what you thought was right at the time, and are doing everything you can to correct it. You 2 have gone above and beyond what most people would have done, and you should be very proud. We are all proud of you. It is a shame that things have been so hard for you. Hopefully we can all work a little TCS board magic for you, and Booger will come home in time.