Oh my. I go more than 24 hours without logging in, and miss the next milestone.
Been not in the best frame of mind the last few days. It's the two month anniversary of Sara's passing today. I remember clear as day looking her in the eyes and telling her how much I loved her as I said goodbye. I didn't even do that with Lucky, but I did with her. *kisses to heaven*
My head's all kinds of fuzzy right now. Sinus pressure today isn't helping because it's making me feel like I need to cry even more than I already do. My frustration over work is coming to a peak and not really sure how it will end up. I'm having a harder and harder time holding back those frustrations. Had a long talk with my boss about it yesterday. So yeah, kinda feel like I'm losing my mind a bit.
And my toilet isn't working right. The tank is taking forever to fill up, and it's not filling all the way up. I'm having to pour extra water into the tank to get a decent flush out of it. I don't have the extra money on hand to call the plumber at this time either.
On the plus side, the orientation at the cat shelter in the city is on Thursday. I'm going to that and then going to a free show afterwards, and then off until next Wednesday.
Aw, I'm so sorry you're having an especially hard time about Sara right now. She was such a sweetheart. You really took such terrific care of her - she was lucky to have you for a human mom.
Yeah if it was still sunny i would have opened the car door and took him to the front of the store where it was shady then walk inside the mall screaming my head off. but luckily for the idiot the clouds came and some rain spit a few times. I have no problem speaking up for the defenseless. a year ago I would have slunk away ticked off at the idiot. I am trying to be more assertive and do something about things I see wrong. In mass they just passed a law
http://boston.cbslocal.com/2016/06/...-break-hot-car/?cid=facebook_WBZ_|_CBS_Boston
THIS we need NATION WIDE!
Donutte=I am so sorry about your baby leaving. Sending you hugs. I hope you let yourself cry for a few minutes. Its a big deal because she was your baby. It's ok to let go and cry. Or yell. I am also sorry to hear that work is starting to be a pain in your side. I hope you get some sleep tonight and maybe soon you feel better. Sending you hugs,
also-about the toilet=
google your problem-you may be able to fix it yourself=the hardware stores sell toilet fix kits=you can ask at the store and i bet someone will know how to fix it. I bet its something silly inside the tank. Did you take the cover off and look inside? Sometimes the chain for the handle may cause issues-its clean water-put your hand in there as you flush and see if you see anything obstructing the hole at the bottom of the tank to flush-maybe something fixable? sometimes just speaking to someone at the hardware store may get you in contact with someone who could help you and not expect a huge payment. worth a shot.
When things go bad at work it really is time to leave while you can still force yourself to do the job. Job problems are awful, they tend to cast a pall over the rest of life, which is really unfair since when you're not there you need to be recharging. At least that's been my experience. When one part of my job went bad, it affected every aspect of it - all the enjoyment just drifted away. I really, really, really hope you get this resolved soon so you can get back to enjoying life.
Re: the toilet - I agree with @foxxycat - consider fixing it yourself. Once you figure out what's wrong, there are youtube videos for how to do just about anything.