Oh my gosh, this is just so sad, I just wanted to say how sorry I feel about you losing your special boy, a year just isn't enough to recover......no wait, I don't believe we ever really 'recover', just accept what we can't change. Very sad for that. No different than losing a human family member.Today is the first anniversary of Jamie's death. Not a day goes by without my thinking of him. I really miss him, but I'm at peace in the knowledge that Jamie had a life full of love, which he returned freely. The bond we had is still there, even though Jamie isn't physically.
He sounded very special, he has 'the look', sort of independent, strong presence, and a splash of mischief ......