Ever since that whole incident with my mom, and now with the World Trade/Pentagon attacks, I have felt sick to my stomack. I can't explain.. it doesn't hurt, but I have been barely hungry. On the brighter side, that is the best time to lose weight :LOL: It makes me very
to know that my mom or my dad haven't tried to call me yet. You don't know.... Every day when I wake up I look at my telephone to see if the caller ID is blinking, hoping they would have called; no caller ID. I check my email to see if they emailed me...... nothing. I talk about it and there are times I get mad, and then other times I talk about it, I get sad and just want to start crying. It makes me sad because Thursday is our 4th wedding anniversary. I am going to be strong though... I will not give in to their guilt trips anymore! I will just wait til they come around...... I guess I will know Thursday or even next week, because it is my mom's birthday. It's just that right now, I can't call.....
To say I have little heart just tore me up.... She has no idea about that... how much I love my cats, how I donated money to the Red Cross for the disaster in NY.
THank you for listening, again! I know there are people who I have never met in person out there who listen, and that means a lot to me. Sometimes, strangers are the best friends/listeners! My husband tells me not to let it bother me, and I try not to, but it does when I think about it.
To say I have little heart just tore me up.... She has no idea about that... how much I love my cats, how I donated money to the Red Cross for the disaster in NY.
THank you for listening, again! I know there are people who I have never met in person out there who listen, and that means a lot to me. Sometimes, strangers are the best friends/listeners! My husband tells me not to let it bother me, and I try not to, but it does when I think about it.