OK it's been a year & still I miss her; still I cry because I could not save her. Just found out that my brother, the one who let her out for the last time... said "It's just a cat, she will come back" Yes she came back 5 days later, all beat up; one eye was gone & pelvis was broke. It was too much $$$ for me to fix her. I could not save her. Now she is at the Rainbow Bridge playing & having fun; waiting for me.