I've been sick for the last four days, and I wish I could get the day off today.
I've had this horrible headache that seemed like it started in my eyes, my eyeballs were hurting so bad yesterday it was making me cry. With that I was really sick to my stomache, my insides hurt, my muscles hurt, my bones hurt, and I kept being either too hot or too cold. I have had trouble focusing, wich has made reading really hard for me.
It started 4 days ago, and has been kinda bugging me, but yesterday... it sucked.
Loud noises, bright lights, and movement all seem to make me feel more sick to my stomache. I've been dizzy, and light headed. I feel just plain ICKY.
I don't know why I am telling y'all, maybe because I feel really bad for not hitting all the threads yesterday to offer my support, love, thoughts, prayers, and just letting people know that I care.
I am thinking about NOT going into work tonight, but it is Friday, and I am one of the key players of friday nights(We get slammed, and I am the fastest topper they have). I think it would be better for me to stay home, I've tried going in when I feel like crap, and end up getting in the way and pissing people off for coming in half there like that. My problem is... I am not Just an employee anymore, I am.. I hate saying this... a manager. ugh
I have to be strong, and put my job first...
And.. I have to be there in under 4 hours, and we are supposed to give a 4 hour notice when we can't make it, so that we have time to try to cover the shift. At the moment... we don't have a phone. We don't want a land line, adn MY cell phone is always on my hubby while he is working, that's cuz it makes it easier, if he can't find an address, or if they aren't home, he can either call the # of the people he's looking for, or call the store to see if we've heard from them. The closing manager is coming over to give me a ride to work (shazbot, Merri n Pippin's pa)... I really hate letting him down.
Perhaps if I vomit on him? honestly I am trying to make myself laugh, I wouldn't do that, but ... maybe he would MAKE me stay home then ?? My sense of humor is off today as it was yesterday, or shall I say it's actually MIA right now?
Okay, enough complaining.
For everyone who needs positivity, I will be trying to send it in everydirection I can blindly. I know a few who need thoughts, and I hope everything goes well, or gets better, or continues to go good for all of you, until I figure out what's up with me. I feel so krappppy.
I'm typing with my eyes close cuz it hurts so much to try to focus, so please forgive misspellings and mistakes. Some of them I can feel when I make them, some I don't.
Thankyou all, and I will try to think of everyone in need today.
Have a great day, and stay safe.
I've had this horrible headache that seemed like it started in my eyes, my eyeballs were hurting so bad yesterday it was making me cry. With that I was really sick to my stomache, my insides hurt, my muscles hurt, my bones hurt, and I kept being either too hot or too cold. I have had trouble focusing, wich has made reading really hard for me.
It started 4 days ago, and has been kinda bugging me, but yesterday... it sucked.
Loud noises, bright lights, and movement all seem to make me feel more sick to my stomache. I've been dizzy, and light headed. I feel just plain ICKY.
I don't know why I am telling y'all, maybe because I feel really bad for not hitting all the threads yesterday to offer my support, love, thoughts, prayers, and just letting people know that I care.
I am thinking about NOT going into work tonight, but it is Friday, and I am one of the key players of friday nights(We get slammed, and I am the fastest topper they have). I think it would be better for me to stay home, I've tried going in when I feel like crap, and end up getting in the way and pissing people off for coming in half there like that. My problem is... I am not Just an employee anymore, I am.. I hate saying this... a manager. ugh
And.. I have to be there in under 4 hours, and we are supposed to give a 4 hour notice when we can't make it, so that we have time to try to cover the shift. At the moment... we don't have a phone. We don't want a land line, adn MY cell phone is always on my hubby while he is working, that's cuz it makes it easier, if he can't find an address, or if they aren't home, he can either call the # of the people he's looking for, or call the store to see if we've heard from them. The closing manager is coming over to give me a ride to work (shazbot, Merri n Pippin's pa)... I really hate letting him down.
Perhaps if I vomit on him? honestly I am trying to make myself laugh, I wouldn't do that, but ... maybe he would MAKE me stay home then ?? My sense of humor is off today as it was yesterday, or shall I say it's actually MIA right now?
Okay, enough complaining.
For everyone who needs positivity, I will be trying to send it in everydirection I can blindly. I know a few who need thoughts, and I hope everything goes well, or gets better, or continues to go good for all of you, until I figure out what's up with me. I feel so krappppy.
I'm typing with my eyes close cuz it hurts so much to try to focus, so please forgive misspellings and mistakes. Some of them I can feel when I make them, some I don't.
Thankyou all, and I will try to think of everyone in need today.
Have a great day, and stay safe.