I am really struggling with my job right now, I am so unhappy at it. I hate working somewhere where I'm miserable. The thing is it is one of the best paying jobs available around here. I just can't stand it any longer! I'm really having a hard time making it through the work day. I am looking for a new job, it just sucks though. DH doesn't understand how miserable I am at it. He is saying he is ok with me looking for another job, but then makes a comment every now and then asking if I'm going to be alright with the pay cut, how are we going to pay for school, etc. I'm sure no matter what, we'll manage, and he knows that. I've really tried to fight through this and tough it out.I'm just at my wits end with this job. I absolutely hate it! I broke down in front of DH this morning as he was dropping me off.It's just myself,DH, and Ricky Bobby, so we can stand to take a pay cut. It's just going to be different because we're trying to go to college, and are planning a move across the state in about a yr- a yr and a half. I am just so torn. I absolutely hate my job! I am very grateful that I have that job, it was a huge blessing and helped us get our feet back on the ground during rough times. I just don't know.
That's how I feel.