With love to you from the top of my heart.
You are definitely in my heart and thoughts. I hope you feel better soon. I fell into a deep depression after my DH passed away very suddenly in 2011. I was so determined to be there for our DD that I fully neglected my own mental and emotional well being. I understand what you mean when you say that Speedy is your SO. Lilith and Sophie are my SO's right now. You and Speedy make quite the beautiful pair.Hello, I am R raysmyheart and many may know me from the forums as Speedy's best friend.
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I am asking if you could pray for me. I have fallen into a depression (I have a mood disorder and life's hurts can really affect me). Almost daily I have prayed for members that I thought were hurting and I hope you will pray for me. Right now, life is very cruel. I assure you I will take care of myself, however, as View attachment 218882 I have a lot of experience with this.
Someday, it is my hope to take a photo of Speedy and myself together and post it for you in the photo forum. I would like to ask a co-worker to do that, she is good with camera and I would be so proud to have our portrait posted among my friends here. After all, Speedy is everything to me and she is my significant other. When times are happier, and I feel better, I look forward to doing that.
I am posting some photos of myself so you can really see who is Speedy's mom. Thank you for your prayers, it does mean everything to me. R raysmyheart . View attachment 218885View attachment 218886
No thanks necessary, just to know you are feeling better makes us feel better too. Give Speedy a great big hug from all of us at TCS and take good care of both of yourselves. We care deeply about both of you.Thank you from the bottom of my heart, I do feel so much better.
Thank you ever so much to all! My medication was increased yesterday and it is helping immensely. I saw one of my doctors today also which has helped me so much. The third most excellent thing to report is I have the compassion and kindness of all of you here.
Luckily, at 56 I have been through this type of cycle many times before. I say luckily, because, I instinctively know how to nurse myself better by asking for help and taking my medicine. You see, my doctor had wanted me on a higher dose long ago, but we agreed to keep it at it's lowest because of my stubbornness, but now I will work to stay on the slightly higher dose he suggests.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart, I do feel so much better. Speedy as I had no doubt would, was by my side caring for me.
You are definitely in my heart and thoughts. I hope you feel better soon. I fell into a deep depression after my DH passed away very suddenly in 2011. I was so determined to be there for our DD that I fully neglected my own mental and emotional well being. I understand what you mean when you say that Speedy is your SO. Lilith and Sophie are my SO's right now. You and Speedy make quite the beautiful pair.
I didn't get the girls until February 2014 so we just had our 4th gotcha day. YAY! They dragged this house from the dark into the light with their sweet yet sassy friendship. Even the dog (who was devastated after her dad passed) perked up when the girls moved in.
You WILL get through this and we will be here to help you.
Those are best news! I hope you'll keep feeling well and enjoy with us this wonderful placeI just want to let all my friends here know that increased dose of my meds is working out quite well! I am feeling more level-headed and much more at peace. I would like to thank everyone who PM'd me, posted here and said silent prayers. As I have said, I hope that I can be there for you.