I'm so sorry I haven't had the chance to reply to hardly anyone's posts lately.
My father-in-law, who had been very sick for a while (liver cancer) passed away yesterday. He had been suffering so much. It happened at noon.
I am pretty upset because one of the last things I told one of my friends was "I wish it would end soon...." And of course, speak those words and look what happens. I know he was suffering and he had no life left. He was stuck in bed, weighed less than 100 pounds and was not eating anymore. I'm just upset at myself right now. I really wanted his suffering to end. Now, ours begins...
Today, I booked for all the floral arrangements, bought hubby a new pair of pants and I have to sit down and try to write something about him.
I think, even when someone is suffering, that letting go has got to be the hardest thing to do. And all of this brings back my memories of both my mom and dad. It's going to be an emotional couple of days.
Just want you all to know that I'm not gone for good....I'm just going to take a break and take care of hubby for a while.
Hugs to all and talk soon.
My father-in-law, who had been very sick for a while (liver cancer) passed away yesterday. He had been suffering so much. It happened at noon.
I am pretty upset because one of the last things I told one of my friends was "I wish it would end soon...." And of course, speak those words and look what happens. I know he was suffering and he had no life left. He was stuck in bed, weighed less than 100 pounds and was not eating anymore. I'm just upset at myself right now. I really wanted his suffering to end. Now, ours begins...
Today, I booked for all the floral arrangements, bought hubby a new pair of pants and I have to sit down and try to write something about him.
I think, even when someone is suffering, that letting go has got to be the hardest thing to do. And all of this brings back my memories of both my mom and dad. It's going to be an emotional couple of days.
Just want you all to know that I'm not gone for good....I'm just going to take a break and take care of hubby for a while.
Hugs to all and talk soon.