but then I woke up today and he's still gone...I got home from work last night only to find my Meowser laying next to the bed unable to move, drooling uncontrollably, panting, and crying. My husband and I ran to bring him to the vet, we had no idea what happened
and I was terrified!!!! I sat in the back seat with him in the carrier, he kept crying and drooling and making sounds like he was choking on his saliva....and he kept trying to get out of the carrier but he couldn't move his back feet so he was dragging himself and I just started sobbing, he looked so scared and I couldn't help him...his tongue started turning blue, and he kept choking and I was trying to do SOMETHING but I didn't know WHAT to do so I just kept trying to get him to calm down by whispering to him that I loved him and just hold on, and by petting him. There was SO much traffic because of rush hour plus the monsoon rain we had, we didn't make it to the doctor, he put his head down and covered his face with his paw like he does when he's sleeping and he was gone
it's been 14 hours now and i still can't believe it, i haven't really slept i called in sick, and i'm just alone on my couch missing him like crazy already, going into these awful crying spells every couple of minutes, and feeling an overall sense of heartache, fogginess, and shock. if i had known he was going to go, i would have taken him out of the carrier and held him in my arms. he was so scared and looked like he was in so much pain, i can't bear to even think about it. by the time we got to the vet,there was no heartbeat. seeing him pass was the worst thing i have ever experienced and the only thing that used to comfort me and cheer me up during the bad times was him... i'm sorry i never post but i always visit the site, but i no one else seems to understand how important he was to me, and he wasn't "just a cat", he was my baby and my best buddy.i love you Meowser.
it's been 14 hours now and i still can't believe it, i haven't really slept i called in sick, and i'm just alone on my couch missing him like crazy already, going into these awful crying spells every couple of minutes, and feeling an overall sense of heartache, fogginess, and shock. if i had known he was going to go, i would have taken him out of the carrier and held him in my arms. he was so scared and looked like he was in so much pain, i can't bear to even think about it. by the time we got to the vet,there was no heartbeat. seeing him pass was the worst thing i have ever experienced and the only thing that used to comfort me and cheer me up during the bad times was him... i'm sorry i never post but i always visit the site, but i no one else seems to understand how important he was to me, and he wasn't "just a cat", he was my baby and my best buddy.i love you Meowser.