I am sorry you are going through this. Are there ant Petcos or Petsmarts, they hire demonstrators for $10 an hour, I am sure you probabally made more at the factory...but if interested go to the Nutro site and click on demonstrators. I know how you feel, I worked for 20 years at a Kmart and it closed down, anyway I am at another Kmart now, but was out of work for awhile. Good luck to you.