It's really strange, but I'm not as upset as I thought I would be. I'm disappointed, but I dunno. Maybe it just hasn't set in yet. Things have been going pretty horribly for a while. We have HUGE fights that go nowhere, wake up, and act like nothing happened. Sometimes things go fine for a day, or a week, but then it's all the same old issues. I guess I just got fed up with trying to explain something to someone that was never even trying or willing to understand. I really love him, and I know he loves me too. At times everything is amazing, and perfect, and all either of us wants, but other times it's like a never ending nightmare. We've tried to work it out so many times, but it just doesn't seem possible. I want things to work out so badly, but it's almost like I've lost faith. I don't even really know what to do from here. Should I talk to him, avoid him, take a break, or just leave everything behind? I can't really imagine being with anyone else, but I can't stay with him the way things are, and pretend I'm being treated the way I should be.