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I can't stop crying, this is ridiculous!
I held Bea's paw tonight.
She didn't bite me, or yank away...nothing. I ever so gently took hold of her paw when she reached out to me.
I don't think I ever fully realized just how much I've invested in this cat, not just financially, but emtionally. She is the ultimate kitty for me...."special needs".
I have never ever, not once....in the 3 months of fostering her, been able to touch her paws, without her inflicting serious damage.
Something so simple, yet so amazing. Stupid really. It was just, the trust she has in me, despite all I've done to her. Life's been nothing but hard for her, yet she shows the utmost trust in me.
Sorry to go all "drama queen" on you guys. But dang, this really is one of those moments you never forget. (for lack of a better analogy, it's like the first kiss!)
I really truly do love this cat, no matter how rotten she is.
I held Bea's paw tonight.
I don't think I ever fully realized just how much I've invested in this cat, not just financially, but emtionally. She is the ultimate kitty for me...."special needs".
I have never ever, not once....in the 3 months of fostering her, been able to touch her paws, without her inflicting serious damage.
Something so simple, yet so amazing. Stupid really. It was just, the trust she has in me, despite all I've done to her. Life's been nothing but hard for her, yet she shows the utmost trust in me.
Sorry to go all "drama queen" on you guys. But dang, this really is one of those moments you never forget. (for lack of a better analogy, it's like the first kiss!)
I really truly do love this cat, no matter how rotten she is.