The past couple of months have been really tough for me. The stress and strains of working for an agency have finally kicked in for me, and the past two days I have just felt so low and unhappy about everything...Life really seems to be horrible for me right now, and not having the full time work just yet is starting to grate on my nerves.
I am due to start my full time employment with a Nursing Home any time now, just waiting for the last pieces of paperwork to be finalised before I get a start date...I just wish it would hurry up so that I feel better within myself!
Also, the problems I am having at home are not helping my situation either, I feel like having the word 'Doormat' printed on my forehead!
My younger sister has this habit of leaving most of the household chores for me to do, as her excuse is having the baby to look after..but what harm is there for her to help out just a little bit? She thinks that because of little one, she doesn't have to pull her weight around the house, but how would she be when she gets her own place? I just don't understand that....
I just feel like stamping my feet and screaming at the top of my lungs!
Maybe I will feel better if I did that, and then I won't be so tearful either!
Sorry, had to get that off my chest...
I am due to start my full time employment with a Nursing Home any time now, just waiting for the last pieces of paperwork to be finalised before I get a start date...I just wish it would hurry up so that I feel better within myself!
Also, the problems I am having at home are not helping my situation either, I feel like having the word 'Doormat' printed on my forehead!
I just feel like stamping my feet and screaming at the top of my lungs!
Sorry, had to get that off my chest...