Hello everyone,
I'm not sure what I want from this but I needed a space to talk or vent.
Im from the UK and recently went on holiday to Mexico, it was the longest I would of been away from my little cat. Three days into the holiday I found out that she has been hit by a car and didn't make it, I immediately balled my eyes out that I wasn't there, that I couldn't be there. I have never, ever felt so much pain in my chest.
I am now back and have been able to have some kind of goodbye, but I honestly feel broken, I feel so low and sad all the time, I don't want to eat, I just want to sleep and I feel devestated.
She was honestly my world, I have always liked cats but when we got her from a baby, I immediately fell in love, she has so much character, she was fiesty, argumentative, loving, would play fetch, always cause trouble, every day she'd surprise me and she would always sit on me and fall asleep, we even had little routines together
We got her shortly after first lockdown so I was with her 24/7 and I work from home so she's pretty much been the highlight of my day every day for so long...she was like my baby, we have been pretty much inseparable for 2 years. I don't want actually children, she was the only thing I had...
every other pet iv had has passed away at an old age, but she was only two.. Even now it breaks my heart and I'm crying to think I wasnt there and I won't see her again...i never even got a proper goodbye,
I Feel angry and sick that it was a hit and run, i can't do anything and I'm so angry but overwhelmingly sad about it.
I feel like I'm overreacting but I don't know what to do, i just feel lost.
I'm not sure what I want from this but I needed a space to talk or vent.
Im from the UK and recently went on holiday to Mexico, it was the longest I would of been away from my little cat. Three days into the holiday I found out that she has been hit by a car and didn't make it, I immediately balled my eyes out that I wasn't there, that I couldn't be there. I have never, ever felt so much pain in my chest.
I am now back and have been able to have some kind of goodbye, but I honestly feel broken, I feel so low and sad all the time, I don't want to eat, I just want to sleep and I feel devestated.
She was honestly my world, I have always liked cats but when we got her from a baby, I immediately fell in love, she has so much character, she was fiesty, argumentative, loving, would play fetch, always cause trouble, every day she'd surprise me and she would always sit on me and fall asleep, we even had little routines together
We got her shortly after first lockdown so I was with her 24/7 and I work from home so she's pretty much been the highlight of my day every day for so long...she was like my baby, we have been pretty much inseparable for 2 years. I don't want actually children, she was the only thing I had...
every other pet iv had has passed away at an old age, but she was only two.. Even now it breaks my heart and I'm crying to think I wasnt there and I won't see her again...i never even got a proper goodbye,
I Feel angry and sick that it was a hit and run, i can't do anything and I'm so angry but overwhelmingly sad about it.
I feel like I'm overreacting but I don't know what to do, i just feel lost.