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I've always been shy. Interacting with people is always difficult for me... I like people, but I don't know how to interact with them. It's like I'm from another planet or something.
Anyways, after I finished school, I kind of lost touch with most of my social network. Now I need to meet new people.
Recently, I have also become more serious about practicing Buddhism.
So I figured I should put the two things together and start going to a Buddhist center. I found one that seems interesting and they're having their regular meditation / teaching evening tomorrow night. I honestly cannot find any possible reason why I shouldn't go.
Well, I'm kind of nervous about it. What if I can't fit in? What if everyone else knows each other and totally ignores me?
Ok, I don't even know what I'm nervous about anymore.
So far religion has been mostly a private thing but I am really feeling the need to share and learn from others. I guess the fact that it's important to me makes it even more stressful.
Still, I should go. What's the worst that can happen?
Can someone kick me in the behind?
Anyways, after I finished school, I kind of lost touch with most of my social network. Now I need to meet new people.
Recently, I have also become more serious about practicing Buddhism.
So I figured I should put the two things together and start going to a Buddhist center. I found one that seems interesting and they're having their regular meditation / teaching evening tomorrow night. I honestly cannot find any possible reason why I shouldn't go.
Well, I'm kind of nervous about it. What if I can't fit in? What if everyone else knows each other and totally ignores me?
Ok, I don't even know what I'm nervous about anymore.
So far religion has been mostly a private thing but I am really feeling the need to share and learn from others. I guess the fact that it's important to me makes it even more stressful.
Still, I should go. What's the worst that can happen?
Can someone kick me in the behind?