I know my issues get tiresome at times but ya'll are the only people I have outside of the hubby I can talk to.
I will preface this that I should know by the end of the week if I will get some medical assistance for my TOM issues. I called the head agency and they are processing the paper work and should have an answer by the end of the week.
I know I have only been dealing with this issue for what 2 months. But right now I am tired of dealing with all this. Its adding way way to much stress in my life. Stress that quite frankly I just don't need. And I know that some women have dealt with this issue a lot longer and I feel their pain but I can not take this. One way or another I will have a hysterectomy (partial) done between now and income tax time. I can not deal with this for years like my mom did.
TMI to follow for some......
I firmly believe I do have a fibroid even if none of these doctors as of yet have done an ultrasound. I did have that one doctor say he felt swelling above my cervix but did not say for sure it was a fibroid. But I honestly believe it is. As I noted before I started bleeding again after 19 days on loestrin24. They told me to take 2 a day for 3 days to stop the bleeding. And that worked it stopped the bleeding for 2 days. Last night I started bleeding again. Not very heavy but noticeable bleeding. Here is what I honestly believe is happening. 1.Either the fibroid is swelling on the high doses of BC and stopping the blood flow (or stops the uterus from shedding whats left) and when I go back to a regular dose the swelling goes down and I stop bleeding again. 2. Or it could be vice versa because I do not fully understand how this fibroid thing works. For me all I need to know is something is there and it is causing me to bleed when I should not and I am sick and tired and stressed from this.
All in all I just want the surgery. I want all these issues to just stop. My tubes are tied I have come to the point where I know no more kids are gonna come. So taking the last step is not a big leap. Just do it already because I am so tired of all of this stuff. Just make it stop already. I can not take anymore of this.
I will preface this that I should know by the end of the week if I will get some medical assistance for my TOM issues. I called the head agency and they are processing the paper work and should have an answer by the end of the week.
I know I have only been dealing with this issue for what 2 months. But right now I am tired of dealing with all this. Its adding way way to much stress in my life. Stress that quite frankly I just don't need. And I know that some women have dealt with this issue a lot longer and I feel their pain but I can not take this. One way or another I will have a hysterectomy (partial) done between now and income tax time. I can not deal with this for years like my mom did.
TMI to follow for some......
I firmly believe I do have a fibroid even if none of these doctors as of yet have done an ultrasound. I did have that one doctor say he felt swelling above my cervix but did not say for sure it was a fibroid. But I honestly believe it is. As I noted before I started bleeding again after 19 days on loestrin24. They told me to take 2 a day for 3 days to stop the bleeding. And that worked it stopped the bleeding for 2 days. Last night I started bleeding again. Not very heavy but noticeable bleeding. Here is what I honestly believe is happening. 1.Either the fibroid is swelling on the high doses of BC and stopping the blood flow (or stops the uterus from shedding whats left) and when I go back to a regular dose the swelling goes down and I stop bleeding again. 2. Or it could be vice versa because I do not fully understand how this fibroid thing works. For me all I need to know is something is there and it is causing me to bleed when I should not and I am sick and tired and stressed from this.
All in all I just want the surgery. I want all these issues to just stop. My tubes are tied I have come to the point where I know no more kids are gonna come. So taking the last step is not a big leap. Just do it already because I am so tired of all of this stuff. Just make it stop already. I can not take anymore of this.