Lets see where to start...
Jaiden went to the doctor yesterday for his 4 month check up and immunizations. We have a healthy boy 18lbs 3oz 26 1/2in long. We go back next month because the Dr said his head is not growing at the rate it should be and his soft spot is closing up to fast. So the brain does not have the proper room to grow. So he wants up back next month to make sure he will not have to have surgery. Witch would be opening up the skull and pulling the prises apart so the brain can grow properly. We also have had problems with his.... "member" so to speak. His circuimcisiam was botched. We have been back and forward with a urologist about this as well. The immunization site from his shots has swollen and is red. I called the Dr and he said to call back if it is still red tomorrow, because he is not running a fervor he should be ok. How am I so post to sleep knowing that he couold be in danger of a server reaction??
Eric has an infection in his tooth and gets a root canal Friday. We have fought every day this week and it is getting harder and harder not to want to just leave. I love him, but I can only take so much. The hardest part is I do not have a way out of the apt. We can not afford to get my car redigestered or insurance for me. Well we COULD, but with the arivel of the kittens the money that would go tords that is now going to be spent on them. (I wouold rather spend money on them anyway)
The pets.... I can't stop blaming myself for the kitten we lost. Maybe if I was more experienced I could have prevented it? I just found a flea on Comet tonight so I am sure their are more around. We keep frontline on the pets all the time but still here we are again! I don't have a clue how to keep them off the kittens and I don't know what to do. I have no friends here in Seattle and the nearest family is in Cali. I don't know what to do any more.
It seams like every time I try to make things better they end up 10x worse. I just don't know what to do any more. I am in a battle with my insurance company because they are dening Jaiden's hospital bills and rather then sending me a bill the hospital just sent it over to collections. I am getting the bill resbmited, but this still gets to bring down my credit score while this is all figured out.
I can't stop crying I don't know what else to do. Sorry their are so many spelling errors in this.
Jaiden went to the doctor yesterday for his 4 month check up and immunizations. We have a healthy boy 18lbs 3oz 26 1/2in long. We go back next month because the Dr said his head is not growing at the rate it should be and his soft spot is closing up to fast. So the brain does not have the proper room to grow. So he wants up back next month to make sure he will not have to have surgery. Witch would be opening up the skull and pulling the prises apart so the brain can grow properly. We also have had problems with his.... "member" so to speak. His circuimcisiam was botched. We have been back and forward with a urologist about this as well. The immunization site from his shots has swollen and is red. I called the Dr and he said to call back if it is still red tomorrow, because he is not running a fervor he should be ok. How am I so post to sleep knowing that he couold be in danger of a server reaction??
Eric has an infection in his tooth and gets a root canal Friday. We have fought every day this week and it is getting harder and harder not to want to just leave. I love him, but I can only take so much. The hardest part is I do not have a way out of the apt. We can not afford to get my car redigestered or insurance for me. Well we COULD, but with the arivel of the kittens the money that would go tords that is now going to be spent on them. (I wouold rather spend money on them anyway)
The pets.... I can't stop blaming myself for the kitten we lost. Maybe if I was more experienced I could have prevented it? I just found a flea on Comet tonight so I am sure their are more around. We keep frontline on the pets all the time but still here we are again! I don't have a clue how to keep them off the kittens and I don't know what to do. I have no friends here in Seattle and the nearest family is in Cali. I don't know what to do any more.
It seams like every time I try to make things better they end up 10x worse. I just don't know what to do any more. I am in a battle with my insurance company because they are dening Jaiden's hospital bills and rather then sending me a bill the hospital just sent it over to collections. I am getting the bill resbmited, but this still gets to bring down my credit score while this is all figured out.
I can't stop crying I don't know what else to do. Sorry their are so many spelling errors in this.