Don't get me wrong..it's not that I wish I was back at work or anything...it's way too hot there...but I am bored to death spending all this time at home!!!
I know I should enjoy the time I have to relax and do nothing for what little time I have left before the baby comes, but I am just so bored.
I don't have the energy to do anything useful, like clean the house, etc....so all I do is watch TV, play on the computer, play with the cats, take a nap, eat, and then repeat the process.
I am constantly tired, even though I can't sleep well...you'd think as drained as I feel, I'd be able to sleep. I sleep better in the afternoon than I do at night.
I feel like I should be doing something productive, but when I think about it, I just don't feel like it. My energy level is 0.
I see things around me that need done....vacuuming, dusting, watering the plants, etc...and I just say, "maybe later" and then it doesn't get done.
I feel so lazy!!!!!!!!!!
I can't get comfortable either. I sit scrunched down in my chair, because otherwise my back hurts.
I should be using this time to get some things done around the house, that I won't have time to do after the baby is born, but I just can't get motivated!!!!
I am feeling very guilty about this!!!!
I am ready to have this baby not only to get myself back to normal, and feel better, but also to have something to do!!! (does that make sense??) At least taking care of the baby will make me feel useful again!!!
It gets lonely, too.
I just needed to get this off my chest...I am sure after the baby is born I will be thinking...man what was I complaining about, having all that time to myself???
I try to remind myself that this time is precious, because for the next 18 years, I won't have this time to myself...but it is hard to enjoy it right now. I just want this delivery over with!
I'm tired of looking like I have a big huge basketball under my shirt, no...make that a pillow....it is way to big for a basketball now...and I also worry about losing the weight after she is born, but I don't have the energy to exercise now. So I sit on my butt all day, and just feel the pounds adding on.
I can't even begin to imagine what my stomach will look like with all that extra skin, and no baby inside. I am terrified that after igive birth, I will never look the same.
Thanks for letting me get this off my chest...it is so nice to have someone to talk to.
I know I should enjoy the time I have to relax and do nothing for what little time I have left before the baby comes, but I am just so bored.
I don't have the energy to do anything useful, like clean the house, etc....so all I do is watch TV, play on the computer, play with the cats, take a nap, eat, and then repeat the process.
I am constantly tired, even though I can't sleep well...you'd think as drained as I feel, I'd be able to sleep. I sleep better in the afternoon than I do at night.
I feel like I should be doing something productive, but when I think about it, I just don't feel like it. My energy level is 0.
I see things around me that need done....vacuuming, dusting, watering the plants, etc...and I just say, "maybe later" and then it doesn't get done.
I feel so lazy!!!!!!!!!!
I can't get comfortable either. I sit scrunched down in my chair, because otherwise my back hurts.
I should be using this time to get some things done around the house, that I won't have time to do after the baby is born, but I just can't get motivated!!!!
I am feeling very guilty about this!!!!
I am ready to have this baby not only to get myself back to normal, and feel better, but also to have something to do!!! (does that make sense??) At least taking care of the baby will make me feel useful again!!!
It gets lonely, too.
I just needed to get this off my chest...I am sure after the baby is born I will be thinking...man what was I complaining about, having all that time to myself???
I try to remind myself that this time is precious, because for the next 18 years, I won't have this time to myself...but it is hard to enjoy it right now. I just want this delivery over with!
I'm tired of looking like I have a big huge basketball under my shirt, no...make that a pillow....it is way to big for a basketball now...and I also worry about losing the weight after she is born, but I don't have the energy to exercise now. So I sit on my butt all day, and just feel the pounds adding on.
I can't even begin to imagine what my stomach will look like with all that extra skin, and no baby inside. I am terrified that after igive birth, I will never look the same.
Thanks for letting me get this off my chest...it is so nice to have someone to talk to.