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This is my first time on this site and I was hoping to get some feedback. I had a feral cat that I fed for 2 1/2 years. She had two kittens before that I was able to catch and took to a no kill shelter. She became pregant again and I couldn't ever trap her to get her spayed. I had left my garage door propped open for a year but someone broke in and stole my bike. My kids' dad that I live with is not an animal person and is not sensitive at all regarding the cat and has been upset I leave the door propped. I just couldn't keep leaving the garage door open and I couldn't keep letting her have kittens. I trapped her the other day which made me feel awful b/c she was hungry so finally went in the trap. I found a shelter an hour away that has a feral cat colony and I paid them $100 to take her. They told me when I got her there that they would spay her on tuesday and abort the kittens. They will place her in the colony and she will have outdoor shelter. They have 82 ferals there. I am so upset and miss her so much. I am worried she is scared and homesick. It dawned on me when I was driving off that she would not get the science diet and wet food that i fed her every day. She is going to get the cheap stuff I guess. I feel like a horrible person but she would not let me touch her after 2 1/2 years. We want to move in a year and I don't want to leave her to fend for herself. I have been crying for the last three days and feel so guilty and horrible. My kids' dad will be pissed off but I just want to go get her. Is she better at the colony? I've never had a feral before. Im worried she is miserable. Will she adjust? What would you do?