It's me again , sorry cz I am simply going crazy , I posted abt losing my cat 2yo cz of pneumonia which some vet believe it's maybe due to heart failure or maybe he aspirated the 1ml antibiotic I just gave 3daya before her death , rn I am out of the country for vacation I am trying to clear my head but it's getting worse , I can't sleep , I keep thinking and thinking what if it's the spaying op but it was 14 days before her death , what if it's the med but he was fine till the day she died and the xray shows advanced pneumonia, what if what if , if I just lose my memory or anything
I can't , I will seek help after coming home but will I make it till coming home , I am so desperate
I can't , I will seek help after coming home but will I make it till coming home , I am so desperate