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I’m having troubles processing what is the inevitable.
I don’t want help with the health issues. It’s the guilt I feel because I can’t afford to pay for ultrasounds, CT scans.
I love my boy so much, like it breaks my heart. I used to have health insurance for him but when he turned 10 years old the premiums went up and up. He turned 18 and it went up to $120 a month.
So I canceled it. He hadn’t had any health problems is a long time and I decided to put money in a savings account.
But then 3 months later, BAM! Vet visits. So far it’s been over $500 and we still don’t have an answer and now more procedures.
and I just don’t think Leo is up to it anyway. He sleeps, comfortably. He eats like a piggy. He’s still the same sweety boy. But something isn’t right and the vet thinks it’s his heart.
and no,can’t set up a payment plan or work something out. You pay for it right there.
and like I said, not sure Leo wants all that stuff. He just wants to eat and sleep and watch the birdies from his window seat.
but I feel like crap,I cry all day. He’s all I have and I live alone. No support system.
like I’m balling right now.
like I’m grieving him and he is still here. Taking a nap in his window seat.
I don’t want help with the health issues. It’s the guilt I feel because I can’t afford to pay for ultrasounds, CT scans.
I love my boy so much, like it breaks my heart. I used to have health insurance for him but when he turned 10 years old the premiums went up and up. He turned 18 and it went up to $120 a month.
So I canceled it. He hadn’t had any health problems is a long time and I decided to put money in a savings account.
But then 3 months later, BAM! Vet visits. So far it’s been over $500 and we still don’t have an answer and now more procedures.
and I just don’t think Leo is up to it anyway. He sleeps, comfortably. He eats like a piggy. He’s still the same sweety boy. But something isn’t right and the vet thinks it’s his heart.
and no,can’t set up a payment plan or work something out. You pay for it right there.
and like I said, not sure Leo wants all that stuff. He just wants to eat and sleep and watch the birdies from his window seat.
but I feel like crap,I cry all day. He’s all I have and I live alone. No support system.
like I’m balling right now.
like I’m grieving him and he is still here. Taking a nap in his window seat.