I woke up, thinking of you today.
Wanting still, to hold you that way.
I knew in my heart, it couldn't be.
Too much in this life, for you to see me.
I let down my walls, just a little at first.
I wanted to cure, my curious thirst.
I let your talk, go to my head.
I dreamed of the things, that you had said.
But tonight the truth, came crashing down.
as I realized the love, I thought I had found
was nothing...
You lied you decieved me.
Said you wanted to need me.
You made me believe,
that I could be loved.
The crack that I put in my coat of armor,
ruptured clear down to the heart I call tumor.
Not caring not love, that's not what it's for.
"The heart's an affliction," as I hit the floor.
Sobbing with everything I had left inside me.
Wishing the ground would swallow and hide me.
Dreading the next time I see you pass by.
Praying I don't even ask myself why,
Someone could be so heartless and cold.
How suddenly I feel so horrid and old.
If that's what you call making dreams come true, I'd like to know what's been done to you.
To make you cause me so much pain, what was it that you had to gain
Why did you come back into my life? Why, when the last thing I needed was strife.
You knew good and darned well I hate you means love and it's loud. We've always reversed it to save face for the crowd.
I guess now it's time for me to save mine. So here's what I'll say this very last time.
I Love You.
Wanting still, to hold you that way.
I knew in my heart, it couldn't be.
Too much in this life, for you to see me.
I let down my walls, just a little at first.
I wanted to cure, my curious thirst.
I let your talk, go to my head.
I dreamed of the things, that you had said.
But tonight the truth, came crashing down.
as I realized the love, I thought I had found
was nothing...
You lied you decieved me.
Said you wanted to need me.
You made me believe,
that I could be loved.
The crack that I put in my coat of armor,
ruptured clear down to the heart I call tumor.
Not caring not love, that's not what it's for.
"The heart's an affliction," as I hit the floor.
Sobbing with everything I had left inside me.
Wishing the ground would swallow and hide me.
Dreading the next time I see you pass by.
Praying I don't even ask myself why,
Someone could be so heartless and cold.
How suddenly I feel so horrid and old.
If that's what you call making dreams come true, I'd like to know what's been done to you.
To make you cause me so much pain, what was it that you had to gain
Why did you come back into my life? Why, when the last thing I needed was strife.
You knew good and darned well I hate you means love and it's loud. We've always reversed it to save face for the crowd.
I guess now it's time for me to save mine. So here's what I'll say this very last time.
I Love You.
