hi everyone
It was my last day at work today, as I leave to go back and live with my mum on monday, which is in another city. I am leaving my boyfriend of 8 years.
Basically I feel a mess, he is upset, which I understand. He says I am leaving him in the learch with debts and mortgage, which I don't think I am, I just need to get away. I feel when I am away I can think about the situation more clearly!
I got 3 cd's, a gift voucher and a book, sort of a scrap book, made by work colleagues. It made me cry, it was so so wonderful. I also got my second tattoo today.
I feel so numb and sad and not sure what to think at all..... just wish that my life was normal......whatever that is!!
thanks for listening, sorry if it doesn't make much sense.
It was my last day at work today, as I leave to go back and live with my mum on monday, which is in another city. I am leaving my boyfriend of 8 years.
Basically I feel a mess, he is upset, which I understand. He says I am leaving him in the learch with debts and mortgage, which I don't think I am, I just need to get away. I feel when I am away I can think about the situation more clearly!
I got 3 cd's, a gift voucher and a book, sort of a scrap book, made by work colleagues. It made me cry, it was so so wonderful. I also got my second tattoo today.
I feel so numb and sad and not sure what to think at all..... just wish that my life was normal......whatever that is!!
thanks for listening, sorry if it doesn't make much sense.