Allow yourself to grieve the loss of your marriage and relationship - that's good for you to let it out.
But, you must also keep in mind that you did everything in your power to help him but it is impossible to help someone who does not want help. There isn't anything more you could have done.
He has problems - they are his problems so don't make them yours.
In some ways it is like an alcoholic. Until they acknowledge their disease and decide to get treatment themselves, there is nothing anyone else can do to help them.
You will get through this with help from your friends and family and the good folks here. You will come out of it stronger and a more beautiful person than ever.
But, you must also keep in mind that you did everything in your power to help him but it is impossible to help someone who does not want help. There isn't anything more you could have done.
He has problems - they are his problems so don't make them yours.
In some ways it is like an alcoholic. Until they acknowledge their disease and decide to get treatment themselves, there is nothing anyone else can do to help them.
You will get through this with help from your friends and family and the good folks here. You will come out of it stronger and a more beautiful person than ever.