I just need some support if you could. I have no one who really understands how emotionally difficult caring for ferals is. I've been feeding for 10 years starting with 19... Only 4 are left making the next few years the absolute worst as losing them gets harder and harder. I just "lost" the youngest... She has "taken off" for the first time in 5 years. She was at every meal (fed twice daily). What pains me most is I couldn't trap her to get her adopted, I feel I failed her and can't get over the guilt. I know she COULD come back... but This is a first disappearance.... It's been 4days. She has 2best friends here. Having depression doesn't help... But I hate feeding now because I have such hope she'll come running out... That i break down on my walk home.. And if I really never see her again I will always feel that her short life was totally my fault.
I understand life is horrible for a lot of people.. And this is silly i suppose.. But I just still find it a tough situation to accept.thanks for your time
I understand life is horrible for a lot of people.. And this is silly i suppose.. But I just still find it a tough situation to accept.thanks for your time
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