I haven't been able to get online very often. I know a few of you have been worried about me and I can't find my earlier thread to update.
I am still going through the divorce process. Right now I'm still homeless, though I'm staying at one place fairly frequently, but still having to find alternate roofs some nights.
I'm barely getting enough hours at work to feed myself and try to pay off some debts. I still can't have my cats with me. They are staying with my mother at the moment. I was able to see them yesterday and the poor babies tried to climb into the car with me (which considering how much they dislike car rides should tell you something). They are in pretty good general health, but I've gotten behind on getting them their flea medication since I lost it in the move, and now they have fleas. Which of course also probably means they have tapeworms. But I can't afford to buy them more drops at the moment so they'll have to do the best they can for right now. Next pay day they'll get vetted.
Construction on my "apartment" has been stalled. There were a few complications as well as illnesses that have stalled us out for right now but we did go price things today and hopefully we should be able to get everything we need at once and save some extra on the materials. Work should begin again next week in earnest.
I have just gotten over being very very ill. I had strep throat and it led to pneumonia. I couldn't get to the doctor until it got very very bad, so I ended up missing several days of work as well as ending up with a hefty medical bill.
All in all, situation not much improved.
My emotional state -- well, now I'm just angry. I'm upset and frustrated and generally mad as H311 at him for being such a thoughtless, immature, selfish, uncaring, cold, stubborn, stupid childish mama's boy.
It's going a long way towards getting me through each day.
Now, if only I could do something about this invisible cloud of pheremones that seems to be following me around I'll be good. I've had 15 or 20 "invitations" from men (and a few women) to come have a good time. --sigh-- I can't handle this.
Anyway, your vibes have gone a long way and I appreciate it. Thanks guys, and I hope you're all doing well. I'll try to be back soon but no promises.
I am still going through the divorce process. Right now I'm still homeless, though I'm staying at one place fairly frequently, but still having to find alternate roofs some nights.
I'm barely getting enough hours at work to feed myself and try to pay off some debts. I still can't have my cats with me. They are staying with my mother at the moment. I was able to see them yesterday and the poor babies tried to climb into the car with me (which considering how much they dislike car rides should tell you something). They are in pretty good general health, but I've gotten behind on getting them their flea medication since I lost it in the move, and now they have fleas. Which of course also probably means they have tapeworms. But I can't afford to buy them more drops at the moment so they'll have to do the best they can for right now. Next pay day they'll get vetted.
Construction on my "apartment" has been stalled. There were a few complications as well as illnesses that have stalled us out for right now but we did go price things today and hopefully we should be able to get everything we need at once and save some extra on the materials. Work should begin again next week in earnest.
I have just gotten over being very very ill. I had strep throat and it led to pneumonia. I couldn't get to the doctor until it got very very bad, so I ended up missing several days of work as well as ending up with a hefty medical bill.
All in all, situation not much improved.
My emotional state -- well, now I'm just angry. I'm upset and frustrated and generally mad as H311 at him for being such a thoughtless, immature, selfish, uncaring, cold, stubborn, stupid childish mama's boy.
It's going a long way towards getting me through each day.
Now, if only I could do something about this invisible cloud of pheremones that seems to be following me around I'll be good. I've had 15 or 20 "invitations" from men (and a few women) to come have a good time. --sigh-- I can't handle this.
Anyway, your vibes have gone a long way and I appreciate it. Thanks guys, and I hope you're all doing well. I'll try to be back soon but no promises.