You know
MoonstoneWolf
the number of times in these 57 pages you have said one, more or all of them are 'gone forever' is a lot.
The number of times you'll 'never see them again' is a lot.
The number of times you've mentioned the 'no bond' and that they don't love you is a lot, not just here, but increasingly all over the forum.
It's all so extreme.
You have feral/stray cats. They have their own nature and the ones you look after come and go. People who look after stray and feral cats need to have a sense of selflessness.. just doing what needs to be done. If you want a cat that loves you unconditionally, go to a shelter and find one. If your mother won't let you, I'm sorry about that, but perhaps it's time to stand up to this 96 year old who totally relies on you.
Please don't use this post as a reason to write another epic about it all. Please just sit and read it and take it in and work out steps to stop this constant angst. A counsellor may be helpful.
The number of times you'll 'never see them again' is a lot.
The number of times you've mentioned the 'no bond' and that they don't love you is a lot, not just here, but increasingly all over the forum.
It's all so extreme.
You have feral/stray cats. They have their own nature and the ones you look after come and go. People who look after stray and feral cats need to have a sense of selflessness.. just doing what needs to be done. If you want a cat that loves you unconditionally, go to a shelter and find one. If your mother won't let you, I'm sorry about that, but perhaps it's time to stand up to this 96 year old who totally relies on you.
Please don't use this post as a reason to write another epic about it all. Please just sit and read it and take it in and work out steps to stop this constant angst. A counsellor may be helpful.