I got frankie 10 years ago in 1996 as a kitten. He grew up sleeping in my arms like a little baby and even threw his life whenever I would hold him in my arms he would lay there and cuddle up like a baby. Frankie saved me threw alot of low points in my life. He gave me faith when my grandmother died 4 years ago by cuddling up with me and keeping near me while I cried. He was truly an angelic cat that was so loving and forgiving. He would always cry and meow when I had my door closed at night; he couldnt stand closed doors. When our old dog was battling blindness and would fight frankie, frankie always forgave him and helped keep sugar clean. Sugar passed about 3 years ago. Friday of last week I got very worried about frankie because he was listless and had toxic breath so I took him to the Vet. The Vet ran blood tests on him and said he would call on Saturday. The Vet called us while I was at work.. when I got home I got the worst news anyone would want to hear. Frankie had Kidney Diease at the end stages and it was best to put him to sleep. Sunday morning we took him to the vet.. I refuse to put him in the cage so I carried him in the car and inside. The Vet told us his kidneys were pretty much scar tissue and that gasses were being relased into his body thats why Frankie seemed like he wasnt there at times. As the vet was telling us this frankie looked up at me for 5 min and just starred as if saying "how could you" it tore me up inside to think he might be saying that. I had to give him to the vet and as I walked out he just kept his eyes on me. I dont know why I im putting his story up on here I guess Im looking for someone to tell me that he doesnt think I left him.. doesnt think I dont love him. Im 22 and I have lost my bestfriend in the world. And I feel like his last thought of me was that I left him when he needed me the most.. when he needed me to fight for him... even though I know I couldnt put him threw all those IV's only to have the same outcome of death in the end. But I could have tried couldnt I? I could have tried to save him instead of just letting him go. I know people are saying hes in a good place now and so forth but it makes me sick thinking about all this thinking he hates me now for leaving him there to be killed by a vet that didnt love him.. with a needle that was as cold as ice.
RIP my angelic black and white cat Frankie.
Forever in my heart.. Forever memories remain.
RIP my angelic black and white cat Frankie.
Forever in my heart.. Forever memories remain.