My baby boy passed a week ago. It was probably a car accident though we don't know for sure. I feel so torn up and broken without him. It's really hard studying overseas and not being there while my family buried him and grieved together.
We were best friends for 5 years. He would sleep on my bed with me at night. He'd watch me run around the garden at night. He'd sit next to me when I felt down. He was such a good-natured, placid, loving cat.
I can't believe he's gone. My family is on the other side of the world. They made him a beautiful grave and it's lovely. I just feel so alone and upset; I should be there. I was the first one to hold him and I couldn't even kiss him or hug him one final time. At the end of the summer, before leaving to study again, I kissed the top of his furry head and said "Love you and see you next summer buddy!". And now, I never will.
It's so hard to function and go about my life. I just miss him so so much.
We were best friends for 5 years. He would sleep on my bed with me at night. He'd watch me run around the garden at night. He'd sit next to me when I felt down. He was such a good-natured, placid, loving cat.
I can't believe he's gone. My family is on the other side of the world. They made him a beautiful grave and it's lovely. I just feel so alone and upset; I should be there. I was the first one to hold him and I couldn't even kiss him or hug him one final time. At the end of the summer, before leaving to study again, I kissed the top of his furry head and said "Love you and see you next summer buddy!". And now, I never will.
It's so hard to function and go about my life. I just miss him so so much.